aku nak membebel ni :)

"Great works are performed, not by strength, but by perseverance."

- Samuel Johnson

assalamualaikum, hai semua :)

i am blogging in the labour room, again. hehehe. baru je habis klinik tadi, so just lepak dekat sini sementara tunggu nak pergi CME petang ni. ada makan-makan. i like. so MESTI attend. kedatangan aku adalah diwajibkan di situ. heheheh

macam mana lah nak kurus ni kalau asyik makannnn je?

haihss.

ohh, mood saya baik hari ni. takde rasa nak marah-marah macam the other day. but i still despise that person though. i still think that person is the most cruel person i have ever met. ahh, peduli kan dia. tak nak dah lah cakap pasal dia. bikin hati panas je. nanti tak pasal-pasal mood baik ku bertukar menjadi ganas.

tadi dekat klinik aku jumpa satu patient yang takut-takut nak cuba VBAC. takut nak cuba normal lepas dah bersalin secara csect untuk first baby dia. boleh tahan panjang jugak lah aku ceramah dekat dia. this patient bukan apa, dia macam 50-50 tau. in other words, she doesnt know whether she wants to deliver normal ke nak csect terus. she was undecided. even after aku dah terang all the pros and cons of both options, she still could not make the final decision. husband jauh pulak tu, dekat terengganu.

at least kalau dia terus cakap nak operation, kita boleh lah bagi date and settle terus one shot. ini bila kita advise normal, dia takut, dia nak operation. but then, bila kita kata okey lah, operation je lah. dah dia macam takut nak operation sebab takut dengan all the risks, dan suruh hold on jangan bagi operation date dulu.

so macam mana tu?

aku lah yang pening.

that's why aku rasa knowledge tu penting. kaum-kaum ibu sekelian alam, sila lah buat persediaan semasa mengandung. get mentally prepared. cari maklumat and try to find out more about deliveries, antenatal care, post natal care and everything about pregnancy. learn from somebody else's experiences, for example like how they deal with premature babies, how they control their diet, etc, etc. so that you know what is happening and u can decide when it comes to a case scenario like this, for example. jadi, takde lah buta-buta mengandung je kan. banyaaaak persediaan kena buat. physically and mentally. jangan hanya buat persediaan nama baby sahaja ye :)

lagipun sekarang semua ibu-ibu, okey maybe not all, but most of them are very well educated. dan aku rasa majoriti of them tahu guna internet. dalam internet tu tersangat lah banyak maklumat pasal pregnancy related stuffs. i bet, kalau lah mereka-mereka pernah usya macam mana csect operation itu dilakukan (try youTUBE), mesti ramai yang tak sanggup nak menempuh csect lagi. tapi ramai yang taktau, and that's why they take things for granted.

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tapi aku tak marah dekat patient tadi tu. she had a very bad/traumatised experience during her first delivery. masuk ubat prostin (induced) sampai tiga kali. then lepas tiga ubat, baru pintu rahim bukak, then after dah about almost 12hours in active labour dan tak progress, baru di-decide-kan untuk operation. so almost 24hours plus jugak lah dia menahan sakit nak bersalin. so i wont blame her kalau dia takut nak cuba normal. kemungkinan besar dia takut dia akan end up dengan csect jugak after dah struggle lama-lama in labour pain.

whatever it is, aku rasa mind set tu yang penting. i've seen patient who had a history of difficult labour and csect who delivered vaginally without any problem at all. mereka-mereka ini aku consider sangat kuat dan tabah. dan aku memang tabik sangat-sangat lah. honestly, i dont whether i could be that strong-willed person. it is all about the mind set.

okey lah, panjang pulak membebel.

anyway, patient tadi tu, aku just bagi date untuk operation tapi aku pesan dekat dia suruh bagitahu dokter on the day of admission kalau-kalau dia berubah fikiran mahu cuba normal. she agrees.

aku harap dia tergolong dalam kategori mereka-mereka yang kuat dan tabah.

insya ALLAH :)

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